So I'm kind of bummed out today.
I guess it's because I'm in lag time. The five days between when they took the biopsies and when they came back were hell. But last week, there was a flurry of activity - appointments to make, people to call, things to do. That all stopped Wednesday, and I've been in a holding pattern ever since.
I'm a control freak. And I feel out of control. I need something to do, because when I'm still I swear I can feel the cancer growing. Yeah, that sounds crazy, and it probably is. I just want to get started.
Tomorrow, Brain MRI. (Yep, on a Sunday). Monday, oncologist. Then we can get this party started. (Right?)
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